When success is probabilistic and not definitive, victory means trying your best and accepting the results stoically, without much emotion.
Just be curious and aware that success or failure, anything may happen in the infinite game of life. Victory is trying, as that hits the probability. Don’t go for actual wins, go for the action as a matter of sports (with you yourself being the competitor, and no one else). Thus you will be able to very easily do the best your biological human self can.
Victory is victory over the lesser your. We need to compare only with ourselves. Who should I defeat? My former self, and no one else because only I have the advantages and disadvantages of me myself. Compete with your best self. Compete with what’s humanly possible.